Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Why Am I Nervous NOW?!?!
I worked out hard in the gym tonight...ate fairly well, but not as good as I could have...and now I'm nervous. It feels like everyone is watching me...waiting....hoping for me. Oh, don't get me wrong...I LOVE the support of my friends. And I know they want to CELEBRATE this with me...I know that's what this is about. But I'm still a bit nervous. The sooner it happens, the better for me. Because reaching this milestone is important. But you know what, I've got FAR bigger ones to go hit. And once I past this one...celebrate it appropriately...I can aim at those other ones!
Right now, it feels like ALL my goals are coming into focus...and it's AMAZING!