Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Time for a Reality Check...
So why am I not blown away by my own transformation?
Because here's my reality...I've lost more weight than a lot of those people. I started bigger than most of the women, in fact all of them this season. And I still am bigger than most of them. But as of today, I have lost 30.49% of my body weight. That would have put me in the top 5 finishers.
So again...why am I not blown away by that?
The real answer? Sometimes what I focus on more is the journey that's left ahead of me, rather than the accomplishments I've already made.
I have some big goals yet to reach. And I haven't done much to work on them lately. I'm maintaining...and for right now, I'm OK with that. But part of me wonders if I allowed myself to truly understand what I've done so far...do a reality check...would I find there enough motivation to move out of maintenance mode and back into a real effort at finishing this journey?
I'll check in with you guys later. I've got some thinking to do... :-)